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few months later..here comes my 2nd blog..i’m so like to leave “tit-bits”over here sometimes..but there is no time for me 2 do so..is a way for ppl to express feeling..
Few years ago..i’m involved myself in a very hard n long distance relationship..i owes blieve myself i can made it up..gave myself an inspiration n blieved watever it takes i must bear it..can u blieved it was hard till i oni can met him for 3 days within 1 year..1fon call within 1 week or MORE..it was hard..ppl blieved long distance was hard to maintaine..we even gav each other more space n “trustworthy”…
Indeed we both live in a different world sometimes..he is the one who owes striving so hard for his study..give himself onto it to the certain things that he was interest..even till watever to FORGET..thou he is a straight As student..even got a fabulous scholarship for his further study..n the person who is quiet stress out..n bcos of that he owes convince me for not hardworking as him…
He is the person who dunno how to enjoy his study life..study n study n study..like BOOKWORM..even me(I’m the person who is outgoing)fed out on it..y cannot study while enjoy urself?haiz..fed out..everythings turns to upside down…he is the person not very get use to the socialize..n sometimes i even wonder how can this kind of ppl survive when they step out on this competitie world..?all is…”A FROG UNDER A BOWL”..guess wat..(FREAK OUT)
I’m join activities..he was not happy..we totally contrast..owes make me waiting for his fon..say himself a responsible guy..but NO..a guy that ppl hate so so much..wanna say reason..i can SPEAK OUT for him..
For wat i know now is a long distance relationship is indeed a experiece that can b appreaciated..for those couple who is under this consequence..speak out when u r feeling not good..if not both of u will getting far n cool
thank god i now hav a very good partner who is very understand n sayang me..i should b appreciate for wat i hav now.. I LOVE U DEAR

Now,finally..i can sit down here to complete for my 1st blog..well,today is the day that i had finish for one of the life time examination(STPM)Indeed,the feeling is weird for me…

No doubt that it is a great n non-forgetable experience for me..For the pass few months,i had striving so hard 2 sit for the exam,i had study till midnite..not enough sleep..while it is completely contrast for the way i prepare myself for my SPM..ya..usually i will go 2 library 2 study for not keeping myself sleep at my own cosy bedroom..n i had indeed gain lotsa fun during study with my gengs..we even crazy for studying at AIRPORT~!Weird rite?well,is indeed very fun..study happy n study hard…for the last month..i even had join some of the midnite geng,doing our last prepare…n no TV for pass few months..i’m so so tired..my preparation was quite complete n oni left inorganic chemistry b4 STPM started…

While anything seems going smooth,is weird that 1 week b4 exam,i had feeling not rite,my body get burns..n i’m stress..is stubburn that i not even encourage myself for taking medicine cos i scared myself sleep 2 much~!n i  just drink lotsa water..still remember a day b4 i sit for the exam i even scared till no mood 2 do anything..is weird..it never happen 2 me b4..n as usual,for the 1st day i sit for the exam..ya..is ok

After the 1st paper,my body worst..n i jus not care,study for the next 1..n till i tahan for the 2nd paper..when i finish my 2nd paper,i’m getting worst..n my parents ask me 2 c doctor..n is stated that i had start the unforgetable sickness-chicken pox..that time my mind blank..y i win myself a lotary a tis crucial time?From that day,my chicken pox was in the climax moment,n i’m not even can wake up..at 1st,i’m nearly give up..but i’m told myself..~U HAV TO B TABAH~the worst is tomorrow i still hav maths paper..Here,i hav to say thanxx 2 my frenss,they had give me lotsa moral support..esp boon seong..ya,u had help me alot~!THANK YOU!I was battled myself 2 just undergo my exam..finally i had make it up~!

One of my fren who gave the word"I had done my best,i had no regret"really gave me inspiration..for tis logo..i fight myself through the way..i open my mind..i positively think..just 1 week for the exam..i must BEAR IT~!I don care wat ppl think of me..i don care watever..i had strive so hard for the pass few months..i don wan it 2 b gone..i just b myself..i don care wat wat..blar blar..just go through..i believe in myself i’m sure can make it up…I’m proud of myself..everything i just make up in my own..cos my parents not kena this chicken pox yet..n i don wan 2 let them..i prepare myself all the things..i can’t cry,cry is not use…better fight all the way through..at last now..i had finished all the papers~!Wao..kind of a achivement for me..

From 2day,think i can rest n cured my chicken pox..MAN~!I had 2 take care of my food for 3 months..really wan 2 hav a good heal..n most important good SLEEP~!Wat is pass..is pass for me..I’m indeed proud of myself cos i finally make it UP~!